I feel the need to be isolated lately; for reasons aplenty. Is it a strange desire, to crave solitude? I want to not necassarily escape civilization but know that life as I've known it is far away and nearly impossible to reach. Suprisingly I'm not depressed about this, more...cautiously optisimistic.
Perhaps I see this quasi-isolation as a gateway to solidified adulthood. A life of my own, seperate from the lives of those that got me there. Don't get me wrong, I don't wish to abandon all those I love but rather have those I love get used to the fact that I've become my own person and in an isolated space.
I've come to the realization that one can never really call a place their own and, in truth, I don't really want that either. I just want the place I land to live and breathe that it loves me being there. And that it loves me being there for the new person I've become and the newness I brought to that place.
Perhaps I see this quasi-isolation as a gateway to solidified adulthood. A life of my own, seperate from the lives of those that got me there. Don't get me wrong, I don't wish to abandon all those I love but rather have those I love get used to the fact that I've become my own person and in an isolated space.
I've come to the realization that one can never really call a place their own and, in truth, I don't really want that either. I just want the place I land to live and breathe that it loves me being there. And that it loves me being there for the new person I've become and the newness I brought to that place.
hmmm, I can relate to this.
ReplyDeleteOh yeah! I just read your blog. Funny they were almost at the exact same time. I miss you.
ReplyDeleteHey - I didn't know you had a blog! Well now I found it and I am going to add you to my blog list. Love ya!
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